人生若无初相见
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN> </P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">林</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US><FONT face=Calibri>20</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">岁那年，像很多农村的女孩子一样，去了南方一小城打工。林误打误撞地进入一外资企业，做了仓库管理员。林在仓库里还有一位搭档阿芳，比林大</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US><FONT face=Calibri>8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">岁，已经结婚，并有了一个</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US><FONT face=Calibri>4 </FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">岁的女儿。</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US><FONT face=Calibri>20</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">岁的林，和同龄的女孩子一样，对工作和生活充满了热情。工资待遇不怎么样，维持温饱而已，幸而工作倒是清闲自在，平时并没太多事。闲暇之余，林最喜欢的就是看书，小说杂志、诗词散文等乱七八糟地都看一些。随园主人有</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">云：书非借不能读也。林是充分应验了这句话，平时自己在书店买的书，还真看得不太认真。幸而同事中也有几人特别爱看书，林于是向他们借去，借得最多的就是恩。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">那时恩</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US><FONT face=Calibri>25</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">岁，新婚不久，有孕在身的妻子在苏北老家待产。</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">林节假日最大的爱好就是逛书店，看到喜欢的总是买一些。恩注册了贝塔斯曼书友会会员，每月都有几本新书可看。通常他们就是互通有无，看完之后聊聊书中的内容及自己的感想。恩的工作也没太多事，闲来就待在仓库里同林及阿芳闲聊。渐渐地，他们的话题越来越多了，或许都是独在异乡吧，对家乡的思念之情让两人的距离拉近了不少。现此同时，林也发现自己越来越喜欢同恩争执了，无论是公事还是私事，似乎不吵几句就不舒服。</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN> </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">聊得越多，彼此越了解，林喜欢看明月，恩也喜欢明月。林喜欢徐志摩的诗，恩最喜欢那首《偶然》。林不喜欢写东西，而恩有写日记的习惯，平时也喜欢在纸上随意写点随想。林喜欢看恩写的那些东西，尤其希望从中找出语病或是错别字，但总是失望。林感觉恩就像一个大哥，林喜欢恩抚着她的头她叫“傻丫头”，林希望每天都能见到恩，林喜欢上了加班，林常看着恩的背影发呆……</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">而恩来往仓库也越来越频繁了，阿芳说恩在林没来之前很少来仓库的。恩的笑容越来越多了，阿芳说以前她管恩叫“忧郁王子”的，整天难得一笑，感觉像个老头。林听了觉得很好笑！</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN> </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">日子如水般流逝，直到有一天阿芳对林说：你和恩两人已经互相喜欢上对方了！林吓了一跳：怎么可能？阿芳说自己早已结婚生子了，以前也是从年轻过来的，从你们的眼神和表情上即可看出，你们瞒得了自己瞒不过别人！</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">晚上躺在床上，林想着白天阿芳的话，突然觉得她说的似乎是真的！林此前一直以为那只是同事之情而已。虽然林并不清楚恩的心里是怎么想的，也知道恩已经结婚了，并且有了小孩，自己不能这么想，但是没用，暗恋就这么没来由的发生了……</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">第二天上班时，林不由自主地朝恩的办公桌那边看去，竟是有了些许的渴盼，直至恩的身影出现。林感到一阵心寒，不停告诫自己：不可以，不可以……</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">林默默地喜欢着恩，她不知道这到底算不算是爱情，或许只是自己一时的心动罢了！</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN> </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">春节放假前，林多请了两天假，打算在家中多待两天。但在回家之后的时间里，却希望假期早些结束，早些去到那个南方小城，早些去工作，其实是早点见到恩。林被自己的念头吓住了！结果春节后，林还是早了两天回厂了。</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"></SPAN> </P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">一切如旧，日子就在默默中又度过了一段时间！林时常告诫自己，早点离开这里，免得陷入难以自拔的境界；一方面又在想：我们只是同事，并没有越轨的行为，身正不怕影邪！心里有两个念头一直在纠缠不清，始终难以决定！</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">不料不久暴发了非典，林非常想念家中的亲人，只是特殊时期，想回家也不方便！不久，非典平息了。林也终于下定决心回家了！</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">当恩知道林辞职之后，恩沉默了一会儿：祝你好运！</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">林回家之后，决心用三年时间忘了恩！林爱吟诵徐志摩的《偶然》，仿佛惟有如此，方能减轻心底的思念！</SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 12pt 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">如今近六年了，林单身依旧，心中却依然留有恩的影子存在！</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">六年来，林只是在阿芳口中得知恩的一点信息。去年恩也从那厂辞职了，不知去了哪里，林有些失落了，也有些庆幸！</SPAN></P>
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[ 本帖最后由 小树林 于 2009-1-10 23:49 编辑 ] <P> <STRONG> 偶 然</STRONG><BR> 徐志摩</P>
<P><BR>我是天空里的一片云，<BR>偶尔投影在你的波心——<BR> 你不必讶异，<BR> 更无须欢喜——<BR>在转瞬间消灭了踪影。<BR>你我相逢在黑夜的海上，<BR>你有你的，我有我的，方向；<BR> 你记得也好，<BR> 最好你忘掉，<BR>在这交会时互放的光亮！ <BR></P> 支持原创YC40YC 一段淡淡的，无疾而终的爱情，徒留惆怅 写得不错,顶一下 美好的往事。 往事悠悠，情亦悠悠。我心依旧。
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